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So..trip tomorrow..about 14-16 hours on a plane..no more posts until I get back in about 3 weeks, July 11th. I'm going shopping A LOT!~ What else..? This is going to be my second time in China (the last time was 11 years ago). Umm..

Butterflies reside in my tummy *_*

~ms rainclouds

What is this feeling...

Of utmost rage? x] Why, silly, it's utmost rage of course, with a hint of humo(u)r mixed in.

This whole weekend, I've been found looking up older, costume dramas. You know, the Chinese-periods ones? They're brilliant. I remember watching them back in the good old days..>____> dang, I sound old. I'm currently watching "Gods of Honour," about Nha Tra and the Ly [Li? Le? Lee?] family. The plot is really good. Basically, there's this lazy king and, naturally, he's horrible to the people and he is extremely wrapped up in his concubines. One of them happens to be a fox spirit and, eventually, she has complete control of the kingdom. Na Tra was born destined to kill the king [which was considered a bad thing? O_o] so he was left behind in the woods by his family T-T poor kid..he's later played by Benny Chan back when he was =x heheh Mind you, this is the older twenty-something year old version of Nha Tra.

Does anyone ever get that feeling that you need to vent about something...THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN ALL YOUR MEANS OF VENTING DISAPPEARS??? Then you get angry, fix your internet settings, forget about what you were going to blog about, then end up blogging about something completely different? Welcome to my life~

Oh! And I was originally going to blog about..oh, forget it, I forgot -__-

~ms rainclouds

Once Upon A Time...

A girl met a boy and fell in love with him.

He wasn't ____, ____, or ____. He was rather ____, ____, and ____.

She was beautiful, smart, charming. Perhaps she was even famous, or a real princess. Anyhow, all we know was that she could've had any other boy in the world. She loved him, anyways.

Some might wonder, why?...
Isn't that what love is anyways?

Oh yeah...

FINALS..rawr. They were such a pain in the place-that-must-not-be-named. Spanish final was easy. English brought me up to an A- (hooray!). PE..I surely failed. Geometry, I don't even remember what the final was like, I took it sooo long ago. Health Science was fairly hard. Physics..pissed me off! The final was worth like 10% of our final grade and the teacher was going to curve it, too. What was the whole point of taking it then???

I have posted a lot in the last fifteen minutes or so. Anyone wondering why? ;] It's to make up for all those times I put off blogging for AIM, or MySpace, or Neopets, or MapleStory, or Pokemon, or...PACKING FOR CHINA! Yes, that's right, yours truly will be taking a three week trip to the Orient [starting this Thursday]. That's three weeks of no new posts unless I can hunt up a computer that can access.."the Outside World." Yes, China is moving forward and all, but that doesn't change the fact that the government is still Communist.

At least, eventually, I'll have something to blog about =]

~ms rainclouds

Final Note on Greed

What to say? Three part story, really short, doesn't really have an ending. Heck, I don't even know what her name is. Does she like the guy or not? Who knows except for her? 8] Anyyyhowww, I wrote a poem that goes along with the story. Well, not along, but it's what I thought of when I thought of the story..so here it is:

Yesterday, tomorrow
I'll break in two
Memories, sorrow
All for you

Like hot, cold
I'll call up a dream
Like new, old
Drift in this stream

Did you then, now
When did I start
Did you know when, how
Where is my heart

Yesterday, tomorrow, away I'll flee
Until I find that memory of me

Part Three of Greed [Last]

If I had a choice, he would live.
He would suffer, but he would live.
Perhaps, perhaps that's why millenias ago I gave away my life for his beauty. Little did I know his beauty was eternal.
It would never fade like my humanity.

Too long ago; too much has happened. Subjected to a life more horrid then death; still I hunger for the acrid taste of fear. What will become of him? What will become of me?
It's time to drop the die into Fate's hands. My yesterday no more, the present unclear, the future..
The future I'll give up again for him.

Narutard

Lately, I have been doing a lot of thing Naruto-related..but that hardly classifies me as a Narutard does it? I mean, it just so happens that I like to draw Kakashi-sensei 'cuz I loves him ^^ and..I watch Shippuuden 'cuz I like it and..I read the manga because I happen to be impatient >.< So, the moral of the story is kids, don't be impatient if you don't want to be labeled as a Narutard =D

Finals are a pain in the butt. No more posts until Friday T-T

~ms rainclouds

Weight Gain?

It isn't necessarily a bad thing, right? I mean, everybody does gain weight..it shouldn't be regarded as something horrifying, disgusting, etc., etc. Anywhos, my parents have recently taken to poking and prodding me (I'm not cattle!) and commenting on my weight. Really, if I don't care, I don't see why you should. So maybe I do look heavier than I did in like the third grade..aren't I supposed to? O_o And besides, if I did happen to lose some pounds, the padres will probably just nag at me to eat some more. Where is the justice?

AP World History..I hope I get in. Oddly enough, I can't wait until the meeting after school next Monday. Just thinking about it gives me butterflies ^-^" *silent shriek* I'm a really big fan of procrastinating, but when I finally get up to do something, it makes me sooo proud of myself. I'm finally setting my life in motion!! Wow...

And if I sound a little bipolar, you're probably just imagining it. I have a lot on my mind. I stress, I smile, I get on with life. Yes, I do obsess about some things. I am a big Jay Chou fan girl and like having loud music in my ears. No, Jay Chou does not sing very loudly. He's to smexy for that. I like anime and manga. Yes, I think that Naruto rules, but my favorite character *ever* is Sesshoumaru from Inu Yasha. He's so cuddly..'kay, maybe not, but he's ever so shuai =D